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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • AN exciting long week.

    Ok this week has been pretty eventful. Thank god i'm done with all the projects so now its down to the exams. I prctically spent all weekend like a bookworm, doing sum after sum to prepare for the maths test tomorrow. I hope it isnt gonna be tough, i mean think im kinda prepared for it, yet, im afraid i might screw up. Crap. im getting exam jitters. after a reallllyyy long time. hehe. Anyway.

    The weather has been nice lately, but it gets annoying after a while when it keeps raining and raining and raining... anyhoos... school is like almost over, less of the exams and im in full swing making plans for the vacations. I have about 3 weeks to kill in singapore before i head off to calcutta in december... so there are movies, dates, dinners, lunches, shopping and bla bla to look forward to. yay!

    I wanna get a new watch, a nice pink one. or a black one with gold details.. haven seen a nice one though, lets see if i cn find one soon! also, i need shoes! flats to be precise, i need lots of them hahahhaha. im an addict. a sad case, rather.

    Saturday night was interesting. went to attend an indian cultural show which Shah was hosting for. Interesting, shah speaks good tamil. i just dont understand it, thats all. so we watched a play by r*a*v*i*n*d*r*a*n d*r*a*m*a g*r*o*u*p on how deepavali came about and all. the acting was not that bad. the guy who acted as 'ravan' was good! then came all the ear-torturing singing items. they were nice as long as the songs were in tamil but when south indians try singing north indian songs... catastrophe. anyway.

    went to download songs last night to update my player with. quite interesting. plus i have nice songs from murshed too, yay!

    It was the parents' wedding anniversary yesterday. pretty sweet. mummy made tom yum and ayam merah and then she made a marble cake which she and papa cut together while we looked on and clapped. i love my family. i never need to go look for comfort or love outside, i have my family and murshed for that :) not to forget mama and shaki and the whole lot i have there. hehe. i feel blessed at times. we dont need outsiders, our family is enough to macha some dhoom! anyway, i gtg now, be back pretty soon with an update:)

Monday, 02 November 2009

  • After 2 whole days....

    - DED 107 project - DONE
    - DED 103 project - DONE
    - DED 103 - 1000 word essay - DONE
    - DED 100 - 2000 word essay -DONE
    - 3 english tests - one down, 2 to go
    - Maths test - one more chapter to revise
    - Science test. - hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

    So i have been quite productive eh.. hahhah... i'm gonna go settle for a nice rewarding lunch and then off to the gym i go to work some calories off! i love that, feels great. At home today, i'm gonna complete the ict slides and finish my revision for my english exam tomorrow. phew! i like the pace im gg at, not bad!

    Yesterday was good, i drove well, to geylang and back. I love that frame mama fixed on his car, looks damn good! He simply loves his car, and thats why its plastered with his name all over. hehe. well, when you love something, you want to make it all yours, right Murshed? hehe. anyway, m gonna pig out nw:)

    Update: I AM DONE WITH ALL THE PROJECTS HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH! ok now down to the revisions!

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • Update

    Ok, here's a list update on whats done and whats left..

    - DED 107 project - left to touch up the slides for presentation
    - DED 103 project - left to edit one last slide and subtitle the video and then its done!
    - DED 103 - 1000 word essay - DONE
    - DED 100 - 2000 word essay - i am still trying to start on this. crap!
    - 3 english tests - one down, 2 to go
    - Maths test - hmm
    - Science test. - hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

    Ok crap, im supposed to be doing my essay and i dunno HOW to start! gasp! i have shortlisted the aspects i want to cover, but my creative writing juices have not started flowing yet and thats scary cos i need to get through half of this by today. I HAVE TO or else im SCREWED! cos its due on thursday! I started off well, when everyone else was asleep. and then i was distracted when they all got up and mama came round and we were talking about accidents and insurance claims. oh dear.

    sometimes, i regret taking my license cos the thought of running into trouble is scary... the points, the fines, the insurance rates. gasp. run into one accident and ill have to teach tuitions all year round just to pay up. nahhhh... thats scary. very scary. on a happier note, im left with about two weeks before we round up this semester. thats without taking my gesl project into consideration. i cant wait for it to be over!

    btw, there are 43 days left before we fly off to CAL! and boy am i excited?? hehehhehehe. cant wait you know. at least thats one inspiration! hehe.

    went to watch a*l*a*d*i*n yesterday, cute but kinda pointless. heh. it was an interesting outing, we all got drenched. cos it rained suddenly and we were unprepared! but we got these cute-sy umbrellas (mine's zeee-braaa print) and made our way across.

    anyway, im off now... to do my stuff. and then ill be back with an update of my achievements.

Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Revival

    I am here once again, just like every time i visit this blog after eons and eons of time has gone by and many many thing have happened. I would really love to maintain this, and maintain it WELL. But it just never happens! grrr! Nvm, i must try to do this! hahhha...

    I am in class right now, just done with my first presentation in NIE and after a looongggg time. It was fun, the fast heartbeats, the anxiety and excitement. We're all well dressed, well, only MY group has dressed up formally for this. Everyone else is so chilled out. Whatever. We liked it, cos the rest are students and we are the consultants. hahhaha... So now its one down and many many more assignments & tests to go before we call it a semester. cant wait man. Lets see what i need to get done:

    - DED 107 project
    - DED 103 project
    - DED 103 - 1000 word essay
    - DED 100 - 2000 word essay
    - 3 english tests
    - Maths test
    - Science test.

    ALL IN A SPAN OF JUST 2-3 weeks! crazy or what? But im gg strong. blessed to have great buddies and groupies. hehhee...

    I have also joined up a*m*o*r*e f*i*t*n*e*s*s and it has been greatttt!!!!!! i have been working out, bellydancing and eating like an idiot. wonderful. I have also been spending alot thats why murshed is losing his hair. NOT cos he's been paying, but cos he's been worrying about my (spoilt) and further spoiling habits.

    I have gotten the backpack ive been wanting for a really long time! and the adidas holdall. Very pretty sports shoes and sportswear. A lovely Fossil watch. lovely clothes from VS. (thanks for getting me addicted ah Shabbbbb) hehhehe.... I know ive just made myself sound materialistic. BUT i am not. ive just been on a bad bad span of mismanaging my money. Terrible. One thing i have learnt well, is to be hardworking enough to make good money. One thing i have not learnt, is how to SAVE and manage my money. crap. Murshed is right, i NEED to work on that.

    Moving on, im really excited about our trip to India.. whee!.. and i cant wait! for all the outings, FOOD, and murshed. It has been a long time since ive truly felt happy. I need to go back to that source which breathes life into my being. ok, damn drama i know. but its true!

    Anyway, i'm gonna log off now and place a bookmark link of xanga on my bookmark tabs so that i can access it easily and HOPeFULLY be motivated to post.. tuddles!

Sunday, 07 June 2009

  • A bride's dream... (edited)

    73266439_0028b87e0dA night of brightness, with an air of euphoria and heavy-heartedness. A night decorated with the noor of heavens and light from the eyes of family and friends. Where anklets of happiness ring as relatives and close friends dance away to celebrate the night and its reverant beauty. Where in one corner, laughter rings and on the other, a shrilly sense of separation resides. A night of bittersweet emotions. A night of hope, wishes, joy, sorrow and everything in between.

    Where my hands are decorated with beautiful flowers made with the most fragrant of henna, blessed by the joy of a mother's heart. Where my eyes exude the joyful rays of hope as i look onto a new life, a whole new world. Where people bless me with heavy hearts and joy in their eyes. Where every heart present feels the sadness that lingers in my eyes despite a smile.

    I step towards a new life with hopes in my eyes and joy in my steps and hope for the heavens to bless us as i look into my beau's eyes silently asking for a vow of eternal love and companionship... My heart is heavy as i embrace to bid goodbye to people i have known for all my life. I am in two minds, my heart is heavy. I India3402grab and hold onto my parents and sisters and brothers for as long as i can, hoping that somehow the rituals of the world would be changed i need not have to leave. Sadly that is one hope every bride has hung on to for centuries, but never happened, nor will it ever. I set foot out of my treshold and look back for the last time at my family, then turn to look ahead towards a new world....

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